Friday, June 5, 2009
you live for the fight with all that you've got.
You know how I was worried about CORE and shit? Thinking that I won't be able to do it? After math yesterday I like rushed to the Drama room, and to my surprise both of them were there! So I just spilled it out and said I thought I wouldn't be able to handle this.

And you know what I get? "It's probably the easiest thing ever ... Oh, I just wanna kill them for saying that ... First of all, you're way different from ... It's gonna be a piece of cake for you ... I pinky promise you." That did make me about 10% more confident of being able to do this.

And you know what's fucking pissing me off? How people are so surprised that I made the god damn group. They're like: "OMGS, REALLY?" Like fuck! What? I'm not cool enough to be on there? Some people are just genuinely happy sometimes, like my daughter, Mirzi! :) No she's not really my baby.