Monday, June 8, 2009
she's going crazy: almira
Two ISU's down, two to go! One due next week, one due this week. And after, EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS. Ugh. Almira's sort of going crazy today.. I don't really understand why, but I still love her :)

K this post is going nowhere. So I'm gone. Except the fact that janine is KEWL! i luv u cawleen! from
JA

LOL AS I WAS SAYING. Except the fact that Ms. Lucciola is telling people to answer questions they didn't do. Including me. Mwhaah. K now we're watching youtube videos of Pierre Truedau (sp?) How ever you spell his name. Truedau mania my ass. :

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Friday, May 22, 2009
you push me when i really need a friend.
Piczo is pissing me off. I can't log into it! And I wanted to show Almira my site for Careers class! Stupid stupid stupid.

Trying to be positive, I did some work in History class today! I'm being progressive! I'm proud of myself. Lately I've been having trouble going to school because of my laziness. Watching Mona Lisa Smile can really make a difference in my atittude, surprisingly. And that's when I asked Ms. Jack for something. I asked her if she could be my reason to go to school. I have nothing else to go for, so I asked her, and she said yes. :) All I have to do every morning now is go to the drama room and touch base with her to let her know I'm in school.

And omg. I've found my love for Madonna and Desperate Housewives again! OMG, seriously. I'm tired of doing that depressed shit on my diary. So let's try and be positive! I know it won't last long, but this keeps me going through the day.

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Saturday, May 16, 2009
velvet ropes and guitars.
MJ's off to the trailer for the long weekend, meaning I have to feed Flax all weekend. I don't mind. But seriously, this means I have nothing to do with my family. I mean other people are going out to places, to another country, their cottages, and even spend time with their friends as well. And I'm here, playing sims. My family isn't so much of a let's-get-together-and-have-some-fun-as-a-family kind of family. More like the ones who just sit in the back and watch other families have fun. 

REMINDER: MAY 31=Dexter marathon until season premiere! 
New layout too! Finally! 


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Monday, April 27, 2009
just take my hand, get ready to jump.
Has it really been a week since I've updated? Watch this habit turn into two weeks, then months then YEAARS! Sha bam. I'm Jay Kaying guys. Sorry, the tween in me came out there for a sec. But since you were asking, this weekend was busy.

Let's start off with THURSDAY. Which was Junior night! That was so much fun! It's upsetting since next year I can only volunteer. On Friday I found out I made GNG! Wee! And I stayed after school for a bit and talked to Miss Arangio. I told her what I wanted to tell her. I didn't say much since I kept choking up. Sucky thing, this is why I write letters.

Saturday was A LOT of work. Alex, MJ and I went to Peace Theatre and helped Miss Jack with a huge ass party she was throwing for a little girl. She was SO lucky to have that, I swear. We arrived there at around 10:15AM and ended at around 3:00PM. Miss Jack doubled the hours for us since we did - as she calls it - boot decoration camp. So now I only need 6 more hours to finish my required time, but I'm obviously going to do more. I came to school today and Miss said one of the women were impressed with me. Hooray!

On Sunday all three of us started our English project. Since God was sleeping, she turned our power off for two hours. Of course, being the slackers we were, we began filming at around 3PM. *slaps head* I feel so bad because I had to go home at around 8 and Alex really needed my help in Math. But I couldn't help her since I didn't get it as well, and my dad wanted me home. I feel good though since she actually WANTED my help, but I felt so bad because I didn't know it myself.

And today, I'm here in History class. Everyone's talking and my History and English teacher are blabbing in the front. Tssk tssk! Everyone needs to talk though, so it's okay with me. MJ isn't at school today since she staye up until 6AM this morning to finish editing the video. I've got to stop putting all the editing on her. I may as well learn video editing to help cut the slack.

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Thursday, April 16, 2009
do you want love, do you want fame are you in the game?
Interview done yesterday! I won't go into details but I just hope it went well. I sure as hell NOT gonna be homeroom leader, cos that will just suck.

I've been spending the whole week during lunches rehearsing with Denosha and Carlivia for the serpent scene. Friday, which is P.A day is our last 5 hour rehearsal together.. if we don't make provincials. Ms. Jack said that we could make it if we make the serpent scene CLEAN and FRESH. Let's hope we get through it. I can't wait for next years play, but I'm jsut scared of all the talent going away since about 85% of the cast this year is graduating in June. I gotta learn good techniques for next year, and I wanna write the play too! OH AND BETH IS COMING BACK NEXT YEAR! So yay! :)

Lady Gaga is taking over my iPod! Good thing or bad thing? Me no know. I think that's all. I'm craving apple juice like a pregnant woman craves tacos.

Almira is on my left PerezHilton checking out Zac Efrom and how he's all "ew". I think that she thinks he's hot. My theory. Janine is on my right watching some Pepsi thing with Ashely Tisdale. She just paused it and restarted it to show me this cute guy.. oh my homies. History moments I will cherish.

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Thursday, March 26, 2009
we have got it made like ice cream topped with honey, but we got no money.
My dad left for Ohio and is planning to come back tomorrow. He's driving all the way there with his friend just to get a power tool they need for his business. Of course, this leaves my brother with his huge ass truck that he hates driving, which also has to drop me off tomorrow for my conference.

Rambling here. Today at rehearsal I was dead. Completely. I just saw stares shooting at me from my teachers as to what the hell was going on with me. I was crying the other night making my eyes puffy. So that made them close more so it looked like I was sleepy. "Everything okay there? Are you getting enough sleep?" They ask me. I nod my head lazily. See, I want to tell them what's going on right now. I want to tell them what's making me so confused and so out of place, but I would like to figure this out for myself for once. This distance thing from them, pulling away is killing me. I hate just talking to them about something casual then not going into what really matters.

I'm not much as to teased by telling them, but with this situation I've been asked not to tell anyone about it specifically. I don't know if I can keep this promise because those three ladies are basically my eyes when it comes to being optimistic. How can I be optimistic in a situation when the people teaching me aren't in on it?

Eh, I'll think about this over the weekend. I need to get some rest for tomorrow! Big day of guest speakers and a conference far, far, away from school.. for the whole day. But I will miss my homegirls Janine and Almira!

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if you know what I mean,
Almi's here! But Janine isn't. And I brought her the nail polish today! I have a 50% of a feeling she will be here. Love her! Also, I got rehearsal today, good and bad thing. Hopefully I won't get a shit load of homework today so I won't stay up late. But it's also a good thing since I'll be able to get distracted from some stupid shit in my life.

That's all. Trying to fill this journal up as much as I can.

Oh oh oh, Janine is finally here. Just 15 minutes late this time. :)

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
you're a special lady, living in a world of make believe.
There's about a thousand mixed emotions in me right now. None of them have come out except tears because I'm afraid of showing the wrong emotion. What's happening to me right now? I don't know. Tomorrow will make things more clear, hopefully.

Positive side? If my teacher didn't move our presentation we have tomorrow for Monday there would be no positive side. I need to get in touch with three of my teachers, who don't even feel like teachers, more like sisters. Two of them never even taught me, like I could care. They've seen every aspect of my own being. It's not like being a student of theirs will ever surprise them. Go ahead and call me a nerd, like I fucking care. It's my bitchy side taking over this entry,"F.Y.I."

I don't have the typical "boy" drama girls my age have because I have no boyfriend. I'm sick of shit that's teenager like. But then again it needs to happen since I am a teen. If I can't handle this, then I definitely cannot handle the 'adult' drama. My mood fluctuates constantly so don't be surprised.

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